I just woke up from a dream which is not like dream like a real.
I was with people who I had been long time together. However, I was no body there. I felt like I am a just a thing that should not be there. I started to feel sad and tear suddenly came from my eyes.
Night should be shorter than day, but not for me these days.
Even though minor things bother me
these days. When was I started to being like this?
I
pretend to
be
strong
and
powerful,
but
I have
experienced
heartache.
Just little thing, word, image and memory have given me serious thought.
Why can I stop to do that?
I think that I should take situation that I am dealing with as a part of me. On the other hand, I really want to go really bad.
Most of people want to have beautiful and
happy life.I always try not to think
about negative way, try to find happiness that I already have around me even
though it is very tiny things I consider it is enough for me to take as a great
opportunity and happiness.
However, sorrow and sadness always seeking
to take chance to break into my heart.
