Throw myself

Finding someone to live is too difficult to me.

I know.......that no one look at me right that way.

Time goes by......I am finding myself that I shouldn't be next someone.

What I did was just went to you.......

but now I am hurting myself and you because who am I.

Stupid.......is not enough to cover it.

I can not throw myself out because that is my last part of you.